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No Pain....No Gain......

8 P.M. Sunday Night--Came in.  Dilated to a 1 on my own.  Glad my body decided to catch on just in time.  They hooked me up to the monitors.  Heart rate looked good, already having painless contractions on my own. Insert Cervidil...contractions become slightly stronger and more frequent.  Still painless.  No Labor yet.

11 P.M. Finally allowed to pee, eat, and drink.  Sent Ian to McDonald's for some yogurt and three grilled chicken wraps.  Very tasty.  Attempted to fall asleep.  No such luck....

11 P.M.- 2 A.M. Tossing and turning.  I screwed up the monitors and it stopped reading the baby's heart rate.  I tried to fix it on my own so the nurse wouldn't have to.  No such luck.  When she came in, she offered me some sleeping aids.  I happily obliged.

2:30 A.M,- I begin to wonder if she gave me caffeine.   Feeling wide away.

2:31 A.M.- ZZZZzzzz......Finally

6:00 A.M.- Rise and shine.  Time to freshen up and prepare for Oxytocin. Now dilated to a 1 and a half.  Wahoo...10 hours and a half of cm......not encouraging.

7:00 A.M. Hello Oxytocin............waiting for the fun to begin.....

9:00 A.M. Waiting on the doctor to finish surgery elsewhere so he can come break my water.  Still very comfortable which means baby is not close yet.   No pain no gain...

Comments

Shannon said…
Yay for baby day! Too exciting! I hope all goes well, praying you have a safe and easy delivery! It's 12 hours since you posted, I'd assume there's been some pain, and surley some gain! Can't wait to see baby pics!

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