Productivity. Self-help. Goal setting. Supplements. Workout programs. Macros. For my adult life, I have been a girl chasing something. I am not sure what it is. I don't esteem to come to fame. I don't esteem to have a small fortune. But I do esteem to be the very best version of my as humanely possible, to a fault. I've been changing perfection. The harder I try, the more apparent my inevitable fallibility truly is. I am, flawed. Imperfect. Impatient. Quick to anger. Impulsive. Year after year, I have come up with goals to try to "perfect" my life and myself. This year will be different. This year I will stop striving (so much). I will stop goal setting. I will stop with the self-help (because I got real help). And I will just....be. Instead if productivity, I will choose to be present. Instead of self-help, I will choose vulnerability. Instead of goal setting, I will live by the values of who I say I am. Instead of supplements, workout programs, and ...
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